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Some Sort of Catalyst (demo)

by I'm Not Holden Caulfield

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This song was written for the 4th I'm Not Holden Caulfield album within the past 2 years and will be included on the album in a re-recorded format. This demo version exists to fulfill the need to put this song out before the 2020 Election. When the new album is released, this demo will no longer be available.

This song is about our National Collective Anxiety. The Republican Party must be destroyed. Vote.

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Maybe we're headed towards a climax
Maybe we're waiting for some grand final return
The Universe collapses on itself
And nothing is learned
While you were waiting for a savior
I was thinking of reasons to stay faithful
Frantically dictating a memoir
While the world burns outside my door
Before my time runs out

So spare me a thought or a prayer
But it won't do much good to get me out of here
Just tell me that it was all worth it
To have gone so far you've forgotten where you came from

A film of what may have happened
From a professional conman
A universal near perfect truth
That's no longer debated
You're so certain of silence
And I'm so certain of violence at the end of this
But we both know we won't go quiet
So you better prepare for the worst
Nothing remains the same

So spare me your thoughts and your prayers
'cause it won't do much good to get us out of here
Just tell me that it was all worth it
To have gone so far you've forgotten where you came from

Not everything's meant to be fixed
No guarantee of a purpose
So we'll just make up a reason
And tell ourselves we deserved this
Some of us will fight this
While the rest of us just accept it
That we are all destined
For some sort of catalyst

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released October 20, 2020
Adamegan Fernandez - Vocals, Words, Guitar

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I'm Not Holden Caulfield New York, New York

Just a nonbinary nobody singin' songs about the Void.

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